I lost my brother 10 years ago and it still hurts so much. I think about him a lot and sometimes I just long to hear his voice or to be with him. I wish I could stop the nightmares. I have PTSD, anxiety and severe clinical depression. Sometimes the pain is very bad. Lately I feel like anything triggers me. I just miss his advice and his warm hugs so much. He meant the world to me and we were best friends. I don’t know how to cope sometimes and I’m in therapy but that only helps to a point. I could use some more support.
Erica, I wrote to you as a guest but then I figured out that I wasn't registered and you wouldn't be able to respond to me. I hear when you talk about the loss of your brother and how it still hurts after all this time. I have a number of losses I am grieving, so many that I have a hard time remembering them all. But, I wanted to reach out to you to see if we couldn't get a conversation going about each of our losses and how to deal with them. I hope to hear from you.