I was my wife's main caregiver my wife's name is Mimi or I called her my angel she passed away 2 month's ago we had home hospice my wife had Nash non acholic fatty liver that went to end stage liver vary quick, as her main caregiver I saw what this disease does and those picture's come back in my mind how I was able to the things I did for her at home. I spent every once of energy I had taking care her that now I'm lost. My wife passed away on Jan 21 at 3:00AM I cleaned her and prepared her body for her next journey the last words I spoke I looked to Heaven and said Father into your hands I give my wife's spirit, I still can't believe I did that yet those picture's come in my mind I'm lost, I feel so alone, missing her so much.
Jerry, so sorry to hear of your loss. My husband died 2 1/2 years ago and I am still lost without my 40 year partner. I wish I had somethingto say to make it all better, but I don't. It doesn't go away, but we work through some of the grief every day.